Alice on an endless journey feeling her way through the maze, with each breath stumbling on a string of thoughts; she is navigating within the unlimited consciousness. The wheel of life keeps spinning as she uses free will wandering in awe while her awareness discretely expands...

It is easy to get hooked in negative self-talks, the shame and blame game, patterns that are formed in childhood, manifesting in behavior and later developing into a personality / identity..

In Buddhism they call it the 8 main traps: pleasure and pain; loss and gain; fame and disgrace; hope and fear

Life is full of déja vues or similar situations, like in the movie The Groundhog Day or Alice in Wonderland trapped in the maze.

The mind game never ends... perhaps until the dawn, that it is all a game and that in each moment we have the choice to react in a different way!

Xander Productions photography
Model: Julia Fleischeuer
Location: Amstelpark Amsterdam
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entangled her mind,
while returning from the last battle.
After months,
in that field trained by her guide,
who had no mercy,
even for a lady...
He saw just an ancient warrior,
after thousands metamorphoses,
the warrior who never come back,
He did not know
that she liked,at times,
to meet in peace with her soul,
in the wild woods;
and so there is why she was missing
for long times.
She preferred, free winds and violence,
which she met through those winding paths
in Transylvania.
Into those paths, she could find every trap,
but thirst for freedom and everlasting peace...
She spent whole months meditating,
then hunting pure evil,
coming back, reborning,
as she was triumphant in battle.
Coming back, with sharp teeth,
shining, opposing everyone who
dominated, burning villages,
torturing, robbing poor people.
Those arrived with their hate and desire of power,
killed every noble soul.
As hers.